Lately I have been antsy and concerned about my future, specifically about my romantic future. This is from seeing the experiences of people around me. Their relationships, interactions, conversations, plans, dreams, wants, desires,etc. Well since God knows who this will be I decided to pay HIm a visit and take it up with him. I yelled, stomped my foot and complained. "It's not fair!", I said. "I need a comforter! Someone to be with because i am lonely and have all of these issues!" God heard my cry and offered his rebuttal. Why was I so concerned with this? Didn't I know he had a plan? A time for everything? Why was I concerning myself so much with what I saw around me and assumed I needed or wanted it when God has a plan, His will for me? All that I see? Its what he has for that person. Everyone is different.
This was one of many doses of reality I have been getting as of late. With everything that has been happening I've been learning. Learning that being an adult means tough decisions, nasty situations, and hardships. Its a part of life but the adult thing to do? Look to God for comfort, for shelter, for His will and strength for we are weak. You can't always get what you want but get what God wants you to get and to have and to need. I suppose we should learn what the meaning of life is. I discovered it in a book. Want to know what it is? Well I will tell you.
Matthew 22:37-39:37Jesus replied: " 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.' 38This is the first and greatest commandment. 39And the second is like it: 'Love your neighbor as yourself.'
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